Sarah

Jordan
2003-02-10 22:27:28 (UTC)

Unhappy Weekend

The weekend was a mess. My friend Erin and I are good
friends... nothing much more, and shes been wanting to get
out of the house so she slept over on Saturday night. It was
all kool we just alot of fun, I'm not gonna tll you about
the bad parts! So we stayed up till like 4 am... which is
early for me and known to be late for her... she doesn't get
out much. We got bored so we went and messed with some
people online, once again she never has done that before.
Agh women... live a little! So the next day we had Blayne
over to watch a movie that... was 'really' intresting then. All it
did that day was snow... snow... snow! Really boring for me.

Monday back to school again. Another long day, I couldnt take
it any more. All I could think about was my scruffy and sweet
pea! I love them to death, I cant stand not even being near
them. Cant even stand to be in another state from them. Thats
what really hurts me. I also got in 'another' disagreement with
Alison... really hurts cuz my damn birthdays on Tuesday! But
at least the good part is... my sweet pea is nice to me and
were not fighting! They usually both make me smile... only
this time, I cried my eyes out 'all' night long. I wanted to
curl up and die... even if were not 'lovers' I at least want
to be friends... guess I made the mistake there! I'm just
not good enough for her. I'll get over it and life shall go
on, after a long time of hurting and pain and tears and...




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