What I Do
2001-02-23 03:28:00 (UTC)

I am so confused. Why do guys..

I am so confused. Why do guys have to be so screwed up. I
don't understand. It's like one minute they are totally in
to you and then the next minute they avoid you at all
costs. One second they tell you that you mean the world to
them and they love you so much, but then it's like they
can't wait to be away from you. I miss Bryon. I miss the
way he always told me he loved me and wanted to be with
me. How he always called me when he said he would and the
way he used to look at me like everything in the world was
so perfect. I want to give my relationship with Jason a
chance, but I feel like he is making it extremely hard for
me to do.