TurtleInkArtist

Chapter One: The Evil Within
2001-09-23 05:57:31 (UTC)

phrases from lyrics that match the way i feel right now:

-Life just sucks, I lost the one, I've giving up

-Fuck this place, I lost the war, I hate you all, Your
mom's a whore

-I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over I'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

-I'll be fine, it's not the first
Just like last time, but a little worse

-One more chance, I'll try this time
I'll give you yours, I won't take mine
I'll listen up, pretend to care
Go on ahead, I'll meet you there
Let's try this one more time with feeling

-I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s
just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

-Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems

-I walked into your dream
And now I've forgotten how to dream my own dream
You are the clever one aren't you

-I escape into your escape into our very favourite fearscape
It's across the sky and across my heart and I cross my legs
oh my god
First my left foot then my right behind the other
Breadcrumbs lost under the snow

-I’m not in love, so don’t forget it.
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through.
And just because I call you up,
Don’t get me wrong, don’t think you’ve got it made.
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because...
I like to see you, but then again,
That doesn’t mean you mean that much to me.
So if I call you, don’t make a fuzz;
Don’t tell your friends about the two of us.
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because...
I keep your picture upon the wall.
It hides a nasty stain that’s lying there.
So don’t you ask me to give it back.
I know you know it doesn’t mean that much to me.
I’m not in love, no no, it’s because...
Ooh, you’ll wait a long time for me.
Ooh, you’ll wait a long time.
I’m not in love, I’m not in love...

-And school’s out early and soon we’ll be learning
That the lesson today is how to die

-She’s not a girl who misses much.

-Happiness is a warm gun
(bang, bang, shoot shoot)
Happiness is a warm gun
When I hold you in my arms
And I feel my finger on your trigger
I know nobody can do me no harm
Because happiness is a warm gun.
Yes it is.

-And don’t look so upset, why you actin bashful?

-And don’t worry about that little boo-boo on her throat

-See honey.. there’s a place called heaven and a place
called hell
A place called prison and a place called jail

-Vows are spoken
To be broken