witmagik

confessions of the hopeless
2003-02-10 05:33:19 (UTC)

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES .......

man, i am so happy!

yeasterday, things were normal, you know...a staerday when
ya sit down and know theres going to be nothing on the tv,
so thats the highlight of the day...try to prove yourself
wrong and find something on the TV. well, i was fooling
myself, left only to cheesy soap opras, when suddenly, the
phone rang...

..."who could that be? on a saterday?" i answered the
phone, and a deep, famillure and loving voice rings "uh,
hi, is this CATARINA?"
"yes, this is. who is this?"
"its T."
"hey, t, how are you?"
"im fine, how are you?"
"im fine how are...sorry, i still havent woken up
mentally."
"ha ha ha...hey,m are you busy tonight?"
"no, why?"
"i would like to take you to see lord of the rings
tonight. is that ok"
"sure, let me check with mum *checks with mum...says its
ok* yeah, ok, kool..."
"CATARINA...listehn to me when i say this...do not bring
any money. ok? dont. just dont!"
"*murmering*....ok"
" ok, koool. it will be at 8;00. so we'll pick ya up at
around 7;00."
"ok. are you sure about the money?"
"yes, do not bring money".
"ok. well, ill see ya then. "
"ok. bye"
"bye"

...this is the first official date we've ever been on
besides homecoming anf winter formal. wow.

anywho, spend the day in absolute bliss...and cleaning
myself up (i was ill for a while this week, so i didnt
shave my legs for about a week, i hadent showered yet, had
no makeup on, and my hair had yet to meet the comb).

7;00 rolls around, and while im listening to queen ANOTHER
ONE BITES THE DUST, just as its finishing, a knock at the
door. i see T and hid dad there, and in a minute, we're
off. as i get into the car, i hear the ending of ANOTHER
ONE BITES THE DUST... lol. how cool, hu? anywho...

get there, stand in line for 20 minutes...and while
standing in line, i see a kid from our band there.
actully, i see two, but only one waves at us. i think he
got the idea...

buy two tickets (t had discount and money from the cinimas
that he'd gotten for his B-day, so...we were fine), and
head somewhere else for 45 minutes. look for an ice cream
store...been taken over by someone else. look for mrs.
feilds cookie store...been taken over by someone else.
look for some other store to feast our appitite on (more of
his..i dont eat much), find all ahve been take over by
someone else. sheesh...so we head back.

head inside, hang ot for a few minutes, head to the seats.
just sit and chat...little conversations about head
injuries, baseball, childhood and scars (trust me, makes
sense if you were there). the entire time, he kept asking
me if i wanted something to drink, and saying he felt cheap
if he didnt buy me something. i still refused, so he
grabbed a kiwi drink. and after about 15 minutes of trying
to get me to sip it, i finally give in...not a bad drink
either.

movie starts. lord...gollium is freaky, that much ill
say. halfway through the movie, he grabs my hand (took him
a quarter of the movie to even attempt to)and we sit like
that the entire time, occansionly looking over at each
other at the same time. and he does a perfect gollium
voice, let me tell ya....and so you know, its not lie we
talked during the movie, but before and afterwards, and
during the credits he was amusing me with the croocky voice
of gollium.

movie ends...sadly enough...and we call his dad. my god,
was it cold outside. i was still getting over a bad cough,
and when we hit outside, i asked to be exscused, and just
took a small walk so he wouldnt see my coughing fit.
walked back, had a chat.

it was very cold. it is impossible to make him cold
(unless he sits on a cold object), and didnt understand why
i was shivering. we sit down, while he explained to me the
parts in the book left out or changed in the movie. i was
shivering like there was no tomorrow, and he was tryintg so
hard to keep me warm...sat close, held me, made me stand up
and walk with him. just as the cold was going away, and a
few minutes after i kissed him and said thanks for a
wonderful evening, his dad came. he saw us holding each
other, but since T didnt seem to bolt or anything just as
his dad was comming around the corner, i guess all was
fine...i was kinda shaken though, it was a big surprise.

quiet on the way home, and like a gentleman, he walked me
to the door, made sure i went in, and said good night...

i have never slept so peacefully or so happily before in my
entire life.

i pray you all find someone to love, and i pray i ahve
found the man i ave been surching for. i am in love, and
please dear people who may read this,pray he has found love
too.

i pray for all people, and i thank all who read this.
please pray for us.

health, luck, wealth, music, love,
CATARINA

ps you will probably find out my real name next entree.
ok, good night




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