IAmTheFun

The life and inner experiences of me.
2003-02-10 04:13:54 (UTC)

Lonliness

Today, Sunday, less then a week until Valentine's Day, I
realized once again that I have no Valentine or anyone to
share the holiday with. To make it worse, I went to a sappy
chick flick, my favorite kind of movie I might add. Those
movies just make me want someone special even more. I
don't know what's wrong with me. Am I not pretty enough or
do I put off a "I'm just as strong as you are, I can beat
you up" kind of vibe. I'm very secure with my mind and
what I want to accomplish out of life. I don't know, maybe
that scares people away. I've been alone for so long I
can't stand it anymore. I feel so alone right now. I just
want to be embraced and feel like I'm wanted. I like that
kind of support. I'm tired of being "independent" and
saying that it's a good thing. I'm not saying that it's
bad but after a while I'm tired of being the one to listen
to everyone's problems. I need someone to support me and
listen to what's new with me. It's hard to keep supporting
myself. I need the spotlight on me every once in a while.
I think it's time for me to shine!




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