Mindy aka Cutie
The life of a suicidal Teenager.
Reasons to be anorexic
- Want Jon to stay with me and not leave me for someone
- Cannot be sucsessful if your fat
- Want to wear cut3e clothes at all times.
- Be able to wear a bikini without people thinking how
gross I look.
- People won't be ableto hurt me by using my weight as
- I could be happy with myself
- When I go to college I can start a new life
- I could be in the media if I wanted or wished to.
- Better health
- My children have a better chance of not being overweight
- I could be able to run or do physical activites without
being totally out of breath
- Could start ballett again
- Modeling actually an option
- Wouldn't be cautious about sitting in a seat wearing
- People won't make fun of me
- Grandparents couldn't compare me to other girls by weight
- Doctor couldn't critize me over how overweight I am
- Wouldn't be diagnosed with moderate obesity
- Could work-out in halter tops and not baggy shirtst with
- could play volleyball beacuse i would look ok in the
tight ass-cut shorts
- Could change in the locker room in front of other girls
without feeling dirty
- Would be invited to more places
- Would have more friends
- Could actually look pr3etty at prom, and events such as
Jr. Miss, etc.
- Happiness from being skinny would make me happier in
other aspects of life
- Wouldn't have to be scareda bout walking through tight
spaces in order to get somewhere.
- Could be a cheerleader or on the dance team
- Coach't wouldn't give me XL's
- Woudln't have to resort to Summer.(long story)
- I will be able to sh ow off my bellybutton ring and not
suck in or feel fat.
- I won't hav3e to always suck-in or look at a
mirror/reflection every opportunity to see if I look fat.
- Won't be scared to sit in charis, benches, etc. because
they may squeek
- When I walk in the mud, I won't leave deep imprints
- So I can enjoy life
- I won't have to waste time bye writing lists like this
- So I can stop wishing I was even more anorexic or
- Maybe then I can stop looking at pro0anorexic and pro-
belihemia websites 2-3 hours a night.
- So I can prove to my parents, and family taht I really
c0ould loose so much weight
- I won't compare myself to even ugly girls
- I can wear cute jewlrey, etc.
These are a couple of reasons I want to be
anorexic....weight in august - 213...weight now February -
- I won't be embarrased to wear cute panties and bras
- Any guy could hold me aroun the waste and not feel like
I'm huge or he can't walk
- Could walk on someone's back to give them a massage
- When I tell people my measurements I won't be ashamed
- Co9uld go clubbing and wear whatever I wanted to
- I could get my tattoo and be abot to show it off and not
- I could wear low-rise or hip-hugging pants
- Could fit into a size 3,4, or 5
- Not worry about what kind of swimsuit I could wear but
which one I actually wanted to
- My friends wouldn't have to purposely adjust the scale
to make it look like I was lighter.
- My tummy woudn't ocme out of my shirt when I wsat down
- Jon wouldn't be so mean to me after I was just so nice