jenybands21

this is it.
2003-02-10 02:26:55 (UTC)

i hate it.

[mood | eh......sigh.]
[music | john mayer-love song for no one]

i'm tired of being alone and i'm tired of being treated
like i don't matter to anyone. fuck valentines day. i hate
all of you. i hate this whole season. it makes me feel so
alone and so unhappy and i dont like feeling like this but
i mean i feel BAD about not having anyone.

and i'm pissed off catering to guys to make THEM feel good.
WHAT ABOUT ME FEELING GOOD ABOUT MYSELF???? i feel like its
all take and no give with them.

i refuse to be that kind of person. not anymore.
i dont need to be treated like that. i deserve someone
really good... and that someone really good will also
deserve me. and i dont care if i'm being naive or
wishywashy or WHATEVER. ITS WHAT I WANT AND DESERVE.

so..that's it.
jeny




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