FadingSmiles

Along came a spider..
2003-02-09 08:03:08 (UTC)

my poems

HATE OR LOVE

YOU WILL NOT CONTROL
ME.
YOU WILL NOT DISOWN
ME. ALL THE SHIT YOU
TELL ME, I CANNOT HEAR
AT ALL. I DONT GIVE A
FUCK ABOUT YOU ANY-
MORE! YOU WALKED
OUT THE FUCKING DOOR!

I HATE YOU STUPID
MOTHERFUCKER, I HATE
YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE
YOU! I REALLY DO!
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU,
SO CONFUSED!

SO NOW I LAY, SO ASHAMED
OF ALL THE SHIT I SAY
OR DO.
SLOWLY ---- I BREAK!
SLOWLY ---- I AWAKE!
SLOWLY ---- I DIE!
SLOWLY ---- I ARISE!

DEVIL EYES

I LOOK AT YOU THROUGH
THE FACES OF EVIL.
I LOOK AT YOU WITH BLANKNESS
BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU
WERE THE ONE.
YOU CALL ME SOMEDAYS,
SOMETIMES YOU DON’T.
SLOWLY I BEGAN TO DOUBT
THE FEELINGS I HAD FOR YOU.
EVERY WAKING MOMENT
I COULD HAVE SWORN I SAW
YOUR FACE STARING AT ME
GLEAMING RIGHT INTO MY EYES.
WHY DO YOU DO THIS?
WHO DO YOU CAUSE THIS FUCKING
PAIN? I DOUBT THE WAY YOU
FEEL ABOUT ME BECAUSE I ONCE
FELT THOSE FEELINGS ABOUT YOU,
TOO.
I STARE AT YOU FOR THE REST OF MY
LIFE. I LAUGH MY ASS OFF WHENEVER
YOU LOOK AT ME AND BEGIN TO CRY.
THE HURT, THE PAIN, IT ALL STARTED
TO CHANGE. THATS WHAT YOU GET
FOR FUCKING WITH ME, TO BE EXACT
MY MIND. SO HAHA STUPID MOTHER-
FUCKER. YOU THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY,
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL... BY
FUCKING AROUND WITH ME, YOU GAY
ASS FOOL? BUT FROM NOW ON AND FOREVER
IN LIFE, I’LL LAUGH AT YOU WITH MY
DEVIL EYES.




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