Crazy12day

The confusing epic of muh life
2003-02-09 05:07:59 (UTC)

fite

ok so muh mom picked up the fone and sam was telling meh
bout how denny was on koke driving home w/ people in the
car andi got a 30 min. lecture on i can come 2 her w/ ne
thing which i no i can b cuz she used 2 pick up muh sis
drunk friends and stuff but like sams being stupid and i
thought after the 1st time i told her about all this stuff
she would stop but it didnt so heres the convo :

BaByCaKeS4735: wtf?
BaByCaKeS4735: ur not making sense
CrAzY CuTiE30303: listen 2 urself
BaByCaKeS4735: CrAzY CuTiE30303: becuase u no wut thats
crappy and u have fucked up
CrAzY CuTiE30303: all u think about is how things affect u
BaByCaKeS4735: im sorry that i dont want to never be let
out of my house again literally
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ???
BaByCaKeS4735: if ur mom talked to my mom i wouldnt be able
ot do nething i would be grouded
BaByCaKeS4735: grounded**
BaByCaKeS4735: and im sorry u got a lecture and that ur mom
heard us
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its not about that sam
BaByCaKeS4735: what is it then
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its the fact that u put urslef above
every 1 all the time
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how long ahve i been trying 2 tell u this
BaByCaKeS4735: uve never tried to tell me im selfish
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wheither u notice or not these people
have affected the way u talk
CrAzY CuTiE30303: act
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and are
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes i have
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u recall the letter i wtrote u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i come 2nd to every1
CrAzY CuTiE30303: every 1 comes 2nd 2 u u never think about
ne 1 else
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its juz about u all the time and making
sure that U have fun
BaByCaKeS4735: u kno what i dont need u to tell me that im
selfish
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
BaByCaKeS4735: ok what the fuck juz to make u happy
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ? hows that sam
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u think meh having 2 tell muh friend this
is easy
BaByCaKeS4735: LAUREN IM SOOOOO SELFISH I ONYL WANT TO
THINK ABOUT ME IM A BITCH AND I SHOULDNT HAVE FRIENDS
CrAzY CuTiE30303: cover ur own bac rite sam
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur problems come 1st
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur life comes 1st
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im tired of being ur sam wut do u not
understand about that line
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u r not muh rachel
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and if u dont realize it im sry but its
not juz meh people always feel left out by u and do u no
y ? b cuz ur thinking about how ur going 2 be a part of
sumfin not how u can include others
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i dont kno how i can explain it any
easier to get muh point across to u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur not even worring about the people in
the car and the accident they mite cause, the innocent
people that could die
CrAzY CuTiE30303: or about ya maybe they will make it home
2 nite but maybe they wont next time
CrAzY CuTiE30303: all u r thinking about is ur mom finding
out about ur boyfriends
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and u not being able to go out
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u understand wut i am getting at ?
BaByCaKeS4735: i have nothing to say to u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and y is that?
BaByCaKeS4735: because i kno i can think about myself but
im not that selfish maybe u dont realize it but i try not
to think about myself and i do put other ppls feelings
first if i didnt i wouldnt have friends but u kno what i do
have friends friends that i care about
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i never said u didnt have friends that u
didnt care about
BaByCaKeS4735: lauren u may feel like this is a good time
to tell me this but its really not
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no sam ur rite i should have told u all
this a long time ago
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and it obviously doesnt matter how blunt
i am or how i word things the point is never understood b
cuz if it was this all would have stopped last year
BaByCaKeS4735: wtf?!?!!?!?
BaByCaKeS4735: i year
BaByCaKeS4735: and u have never said enthing to me
BaByCaKeS4735: 1 yr
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u and scott
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o wait no its been like this since i 1st
met u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u never gave ne 1 a second glance b cuz u
were 2 caught up in ur self
CrAzY CuTiE30303: juz lately its gotten to the point where
its not a little thing ne more
BaByCaKeS4735: if im selfish y r u fiends with me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: b cuz u have other good qualities
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but this self involvement has got to slow
down
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im tired of it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: id like it to stop but i dont think it
will
BaByCaKeS4735: it wont cause i dont see how im selfish
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how can u not c it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: have u not been listening 2 meh
CrAzY CuTiE30303: are the only wotrds ur hearing is ur
selfish
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur not even worring about the people in
the car and the accident they mite cause, the innocent
people that could die
CrAzY CuTiE30303: or about ya maybe they will make it home
2 nite but maybe they wont next time
CrAzY CuTiE30303: all u r thinking about is ur mom finding
out about ur boyfriends
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and u not being able to go out

CrAzY CuTiE30303: how is that not selfish
BaByCaKeS4735: denny went rite home after dropping ivan off
cause he knew he shouldnt be driving
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but it deosnt bother u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u didnt even think about it
BaByCaKeS4735: yes it really did
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u think about how i feel wen we go 2
the movies i walk away to talk 2 sum people and u dont even
notice
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how people like kelsy try 2 be ur friend
but shes not kool enuf 4 krista alicia so u wont talk 2
her
CrAzY CuTiE30303: everytime we get into a fite it relates 2
this
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do i reali need 2 spell every situation
out 4 u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ?
BaByCaKeS4735: lauren
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
BaByCaKeS4735: im sorry but i dont need u to tell me about
my selfishness...ok? so plz can we talk about this later
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno wut sam there is a prime example:
sure samantha wenever it is convenient 4 U of course its no
problem ive only been couping w/ this since last year wuts
another day gunna do? u go talk 2 ivan about UR problems b
cuz ofcourse he comes first
CrAzY CuTiE30303: rite ?




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