melly

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2003-02-08 15:30:59 (UTC)

Inside my head is a place no..

Inside my head is a place no one should go. It's
dangerous in there, thoughts flying everywhere. I wouldn't
advise visiting you may get lost, it's quite disorganized.
Thoughts of happiness burried under the debris.. ideas of
success submerged in those of failure.
I try not to go deep into my head that often. I'm not
sure what I'll find. I can't remember everything i have
hidden inside there. I'm certain some of it is good but
there is way more bad lurking, just waiting for me to
reveal. I don't think the good is sweet enough to put
myself through the bad.
I do know of some thoughts that are stored, and thats
where they should stay. No one else needs to know what i
put myself through, or what someone else has put me
through.
Sometimes I briefly explore my inner thoughts and i cry.
I don't understand why the bad is so painful, and why
those thoughts are the ones to surface first. Why don't i
just think of all the good things i have and forget the
bad. Then would I be happy? Probably not.




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