MiXxEd-N-CoNfUsEd

MiXxEd-N-CoNfUsEd_World
2003-02-08 14:28:58 (UTC)

shittttt happpenz.............

Hey people whatz good?
Today started off pretty good got to sleep in cause we had
a delay.I got into a fight with tom last night cause i told
him how i felt about everything I have a hard time leting
him know how i feel i dunno why, but he didnt evan care he
just thinks i still want to be with him and i seriously
don't. I just want him to act like a friend Im not to sure
he knows how to do that though.....So im giving up ......Pj
still has a gf i thought that he liked me and hes going out
with this girl who valaurie says is a dog compared to me
but why would he stay with her if that was the case but oh
well, I think valaurie lies to me to make me feel good or
something but I know that shes a really good friend and
she'd never say and so anything to hurt me but i really
wish she'd stop trying to help I think that when the time
is right if pj really likes me then he it'll happen on it's
own.Then another thing was brought to my attention that pj
doesnt know now cause when he asked me out a few months ago
I was so much more intrested in tom at the time now
everythings all screwed up,But pj's still going to my semi
with me I really think we'll have alot of fun.

I'm so confused it's not evan funny i wish i could figure
out how i actually feel.




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