Lizzy_wilsom

My diary (Ooh i'm so creative)
2001-09-22 05:28:43 (UTC)

Lonliest girl in the world....

Yep...well....only boring people get bored....so I guess i
am ONE BIG DAMN BORING PERSON! Yeah my internet is very
slow today so this is lagging....what does lagging mean? Oh
well...it sounds kinda right! I should really be practising
piano...I've got my exam soon....oh well screw it!

I was sitting outside today and the weather was just so
damn nice! I sat there for about 15 minutes just watching
this butterfly, it was so beautiful...hmmm yeah well I'm in
one of those moods!Its pretty damn amazing that a
catterpiller can turn into something as graceful as that,
the world is a pretty crazy place!

I went shopping today and I got some new stuff which is
pretty cool...but not really for you so I'll be quiet!
Exams are over now...so ONLY ONE MORE YEAR and I am so
outta there! I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my
life...things would be so much more clearer then.

I haven't heard from Mark, dammit i wish he would get out
of my head already....it feels like all I think about is
him...I hate what happened, because of it I just have this
feeling inside of me that I can't express to anyone. Every
now and then I'll remember something that he said to me
that just made me so happy....but now all it does is make
me sad....bitterly unhappy really...I guess things just
weren't meant to work out....i think thats my motto for any
relationship! I think I'm destined to roam this earth alone
(like the incredible hulk).

You know for every stage in my life that I've been hurt
really bad....or if I've ever been heaps sad about
something I have a song for it...my one for this whole mark
thing is "lonliest girl in the world" except I kinda modify
the words a little (like swap he instead of she and stuff)
okay ready for it? Sure you are!

Those rodeo clowns they seem so funny,
but in a way kinda sad too,
but those rodeo clowns don't make much money,
he smiles and says yeah I kinda like you

I'm lost in the sand but all he see's is a pearl
he says he loves me sometimes he makes me feel like the
lonliest girl in the world

Sometimes I'm right here,
sometimes I'm not,
Sometimes my heart turns to rust
Sometimes I like me
Sometimes I don't
He smiles and says yeah that makes two of us

I'm lost in the sand but all he see's is a pearl
he says he loves me sometimes he makes me feel like the
lonliest girl in the world

Somethings in life you can't understand I don't know why
but when he holds my hand, he says he loves me, sometimes
he makes me feel
well my baby loves me sometimes he makes me feel like the
luckiest girl in the world

Yeah well theres my soppy crap for today! Okay well I'm
going to get going - see ya