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Mundane Confessions Of A Mundane Girl
2003-02-08 03:47:29 (UTC)

is everybody blind or something?

i feel like thats on a daily basis im screeaming at the top
of my lungs, and nobody can hear me. its like i dont exist
anymore. i just live, and let life live around me. nobody
listens because nobody cares. nobodys is out there for me
because im barely here at all. i just want to fade away.
not like anyone would notice, of course. it would b weeks
before anyone realizes i left. months, probably. all anyone
cares about is my stupid sister, or my genuis brother... im just some
kid. my parents didnt even notice i havent been normal. when i talk
to them, they dont even listen.

im invisible to the world. i have no friends, i barely
have a family, and anyone who i get remotely close to turns
out to be totaly not worth it. all of my friends use me.
sure there are a few, well one, who think they can help,
but they have no idea. they dont care. they think they do,
but i can see it in their eyes. they just dont want to look
bad, so they try and make me better. i see what they are
doing, even if they dont.

its useless, to go on living. im going to give up, right
here, right now




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