faiien angei

good vs. evil

so thank jesus...he called.

for the first few seconds...after i answered the phone, i
thought that N was right...that he did think i was a
whore..i do recall the conversation going along hte lines of

me: WTF are you calling me for?

"BITCH....WHORE....FUCKING...CUNT" proper time for my phone
to die.

N was right...i am just the circle's whore...

almost cry...

so i called him back...

"WTF? i was thinking about you and wanted to talk to you,
and you were so rude on the phone to me!"

now i felt bad...

"i thought we were going to try to be nice to each other
now..."

i guess he does like me after all.

i need to call him back. I hate that weird state where
you're jsut starting to see someone, and you cant call all
the time cause you're not official dating...
you have to go by that 3 day rule...

sigh

thought i was going to get fired today.
Someone in my offcie is a pussy and doesnt know how to deal
with my attitude!
If he cant deal with my attitude, then maybe he should give
me his own.

I AM NOT DEFIANT!

DONT THROW THINGS AND THEN BLAME IT ON ME!

tuberculosis strikes again...