popsiclechick281

notquitedeadjournal
2003-02-08 02:46:57 (UTC)

no suprise

hah its no surprise to me i have no comments on my
entries. i dont really expect people to read them, esp.
people i dont know, but i guess i was just wondering what
theyd say if they did read em. who really cares tho
right? so right now, jeremi & jessi are on their first
date. everyone collectively say "awwwww..." haha ok now
that thats done...i hope theyre having a good time right
about now. i, as you can tell, am doing jack crap tonight.
im actually happy about that for a change. i had an
opportunity to go to the basketball game, but how boring
would that be? so i stayed home & watched lizzie mcguire.
who wants to miss an episode of that?!? lol i mean really?

so today, i definitely have to thank tim. he saved me
today in english. i felt so retarded. i dont know whats
happened to me this year to make me react to stuff so
weirdly. i blush like so badly i dont even know why. i was
never like that before. who knows? but im glad i didnt
have to do my speech today. thats all i can say. actually
i was talking to john hartke on the bus, & he said "yeah a
lot of people react that way. its because youre actually
showing something YOU wrote, something from inside of YOU,
not just something that youd usually do." i thought that
kind of made sense, thats even kind of what i was
thinking. well, i mean i didnt like write a poem or
anything of that sort obviously, but he meant that its the
way i chose to present it, it would show my personality. i
think thats what he meant. which if you think about it,
totally contradicts this journal. well not really, i
guess, because i dont write everything im thinking in
here, just some things. i obviously have to censor myself.
nobody wants to know everything im thinking.

crap, im having problems so i have to go, ill finish this
later




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