Idiot

Insanity
2003-02-08 01:29:21 (UTC)

Emotional Death

I wish... I would welcome it. However I doubt that will
happen anytime soon. You think I would be able to close my
eyes and fuck anyone...like all of those people who I used
to call friends do but I can't. At least not without
feeling dirty. Guys make me feel dirty. I fuck them and
then I feel dirty... so why do it? For no reason
whatsoever or because I love the pain, the torture, the
rage that coarses through me afterwards. I hate men and I
hate the way they make me feel.




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