Mystical Blonde Girl

Mystical World Of A Wild Blonde
2001-09-22 02:13:19 (UTC)

SO CONFUSED about one guy and about my ex... SHIT!

Ok now I am WAY CONFUSED. One is hot, but unavailable and
the other is my ex and unavailable...SHIT!


Ok one... thing first...


But I talked to Nick today... and well... I so want to get
back with him. He even asked me if I would ever forgive him
enough for us to go out. I told him I don't think I could
totally forgive him, but I would definitly want to get with
him... YES I KNOW I'M AN IDIOT!*hits her head* I just can't
help but like him SO much. Shit if we did go out again it
would be our THIRD time.. I mean doesn't that say
something?!?!?! Like that we both like each other SO
much... I just CAN NOT get over him!

He is coming over in a little bit...

I know we are going to fool around. Everything about him
makes me just shiver with lust....*SIGH*


Plus then there is Heather... He likes her since like
middle school and he doesn't even know if they will hook up
or not and he thinks that if they do that it will last a
while. I don't want to be his second choice to her. He said
thats not it at all. I mean I understand that...

Just got off the phone with him.. He says he doesn't think
he will hook up with Heather cause she has been really
pissy the last few days...


I mean Matt is probably going off to war soon... god
forbid! I don't want him too! grrr. Plus he is happy with
his girlfriend... UGH!!!