Coreyskeli

Dear Diary, Well, it s..

Dear Diary,

Well, it's Wednesday..............Master has been gone
for three days now............seems like a
lifetime.............doesn't help He's there
sick............and i'm here............unable to take care
of Him............Diary, you came into being as i wish a
public way of expressing my deep love and devotion for this
Man...............for years, i've scorned getting too close
to anyone................and fought them getting next to
me.................but suddenly i'm head over
heels...........the weekend spent with Him was absolute
heaven...............nervous as i was...........still made
it through the first 24 hours............and after that
time frame was finally His...........the contract is for 2
years.............and i hope it just extends on forever
after that...........He has shown me the sweetness in life
again...............made me brave enough to open up
again............left me breathless with His
touch..........not to say there hasn't been rocky
moments..........those caused by me being afraid and trying
to bolt.............*smile* this has caused Him to dub me
His lil rabbit............soft and furry yet skittish and
will bite if threatened............but now, when i try to
push Him away, He just laughs and tells the lil rabbit to
run............for when she tires He will catch her and
bring her back.............punishing her for
it...........mmmmmmmmm, god there go those goosebumps
again.............life is so busy right
now............work, kids, and figuring out how to please
Him...........still fighting the craving for
caffeine...........and wondering how in hell i'll survive
giving up nicotine as well.............also counting the
days until i can be with Him again...........as in June am
flying up for a whole week at His feet............well i'm
rambling, so i'll close.............Master, i want to thank
You...........for letting me have a place in Your
life............i love You and will work hard to become the
girl You desire.

keli