my manic world
2001-02-22 01:57:32 (UTC)

why doesn t she listen?? why..

why doesn't she listen?? why can't she understand damn
it?? i told her we couldn't have nay contact for awhile,
yet she insisted on emailing. i don't even know how to
answer her or what to say. i get really confused and
frustrated by what i feel. i have no clue why. maybe
because i try to block it all out. everything is just in
there, all jumbled up and i can't sort it out. i hate
feeling like this. or do i love it?? do i create my own
world of misery because subconsciously i like???

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