Austin

Ramblings Of a 18 y/o Fag
2003-02-07 05:24:59 (UTC)

First day of freedom

847-630-6597

disregard that number, i didn't have a pen. Anyway... the
job hunt is on! the only thing more tedius(?) than job
applications is... well I'll have to think about that.
Six days and counting till my birthday. I'm not really
talking to anyone, so it looks like a celebration of
myself, anna, and her boyfriend max. that would be all well
and good if i didn't know for a fact that the evening would
mostly be pleasantries and anna giving max a hand job under
the table. Damn it! I want to give someone a hand job for
once! I'm going on monday to sign out of school. I can't
believe what a relief it is to finally be done with all
that bullshit. However, now I'm really on the on the spot
to get a job. Good news: anna says her aunt has a basement
appartment for rent this summer for half the price of the
other appartment I was planning on moving to. Plus, I'm
begining to doubt Loren's reliability. NOt that I wouldn't
love to move in with him(which would seriously improve my
chances of sleeping with him), but if he's going to flake
out on this like he does most things, it's really going to
upset my plans.
I'm not one to blow(hehe) my own horn, but I looked too
damn hot to spend the day at home today. Most people have
no idea how hard it is to put on make-up so that it looks
like you aren't wearing any.
I have to get up at seven to lifeguaerd for 4 hours. If i
wasn't so damn poor, i would quit that job so fast...
Random thought: I need highlights
...but like i was saying, i'm so desperate for money that
i'm considering go-go boy as a future career option. I
wonder if you get full dental for shaking your ass in
stranger's faces. Hmmm.
There are so many things i want to do before i sell every
free moment of my free time to Starbucks Inc. I want to
get my toungue peirced and go dancing and find true love
and stop using run on sentences and I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!
well i feel better.

Need sleep....




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