*MS JLYN*

*ALL CRIED OUT OVER U*
2001-09-21 17:09:03 (UTC)

9-21-01

Well, today is Friday and tomorrow is Saturday....DUH!
Okay, like always I always have second thoughts about
Leroy. He emailed me today and I don't know.....it just
sounded so dry. I don't know how an email would sound dry,
but you know what I mean. Like, I didn't feel any heart or
anything. It was just like getting an email from Steven
Shaw or something. He gave me his cellphone number to call
him so maybe we can get together, but I don't think I will
call him. I just don't feel right about it. I guess what
I'm really thinking to myself and wanting to say is that he
isn't begging me, so therefore, I don't feel special. Yeah,
I know it's retarded, but that's me. I guess I'm so use to
people kissing my ass that when someone doesn't.....I just
feel "blah" about the situation. Now, if he would have said
please call me so we can figure something out or try to
give me a number so I can get in touch with you, then I
think I would have been all excited and stuff. I know
things are going to change by tomorrow, but now I don't
think I will see him. Time will only tell and if it was
meant for me to see him, then I will. I think the mistake I
made was speaking on it too early. *J*




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