MoonFoxAngel2

Uranium Smashing
2003-02-06 21:46:26 (UTC)

The Intro.

Febuary 6, 2003

Well to catch yall up. My name is Sherry U'm 15 going
to be 16 March 4. I'm a lesbian. I've just realized this
like not long ago but I've been bi for a year or two. I
have this problem with telling my parents. it's horrible.
They're so against gays and lesbians, ya know, very
religious people. I can't stand it. Lately, they say I have
an attitude. I think it might be because I feel
uncomfortable arround them. I'm ashamed. The whole school
practically knows already and I have the popular prep
people calling me fag and shit. I hate that. I'm a very
Godly person. I used to say that Gay people can control how
they feel. But you dont know this as a fact until you
experience it. You so cant! And when you try you feel
digusted and it's like you're lying to yourself. Sometimes
I feel like ending it all. To just go ahead and kill
myself. I have days where I dont know how I will face my
parents. I've set dates to tell them but I allways chicken
out. But my friends say it's who I am. I know my parents
wont feel that way. ut it's funny, cuz I'm like best
friends with my parents! Closer than most families. OK well
I'll catch up later.
~*Sherry*~




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