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2001-09-21 15:38:21 (UTC)

the end

The end of the day of the night
if only i could be happy but i cannot there is nothing
nothingless emptiness
all my mistakes piling on top of the other
im drowning
i hate myself
i hate everything of me
and in me
what i want is death
but im a coward
i pray for death
if only i could do it
but i cant
i want to walk in the woods and die alone