Marien Locksly

Wisper from the Forest
2003-02-06 17:50:48 (UTC)

braces

yeah I got braces on today, jsut the bottome ones, but it
feels so weird. It's been such a long time. Anyway, I'm
starting to get woried about stephen, I miss him too.
Maybe we've just been getting on at diferent times, or
maybe he's delivering somthin, or someone, I don't know.
I've been getting a little bit of a stalkers vibe again,
It doesn't really bother me because when I get that vibe I
also become more confident. I still wish he was here to
train me though, or someone, I mean I guess I can learn how
to fight a bit without anyone, and I think the bigest part
is keeping a clear mind and controll over your mind and
body, witch is very easy for me. I just need ot learn
technick now. (did not spell that right) Anyway, I really
hope he reads this so he know what he means to me and how
much I care for him. I might just be very randome and
decide to take a trip up there to see him.....maybe.....if
my parents don't care.....hmmmmm...I think maybe I'd have
to say I was going to visit Grove City with Matt....yeah I
think that might be the only way, unless I went to see
Margie and Gabe (almost godparents) then I might be able
to....or if I went to visit Hope College....that may
work...hmmmmm...*evil look in eyes while ploting* either
way I wan to just meet him. I would really like to call
him but I don't know how much long distance causts on my
phone, and I wouldn't do any of this if he was
uncomfortable with it, that is the last thing I want. Well
as soon as I tlak to him I think I'll ask, I'd feel better
about our relationship if I did, I think... It would be a
good step. Anyway, got to go to school now, I have to go
to 4th period if nothing else. *winks* bye




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