InerThoughts

Chronicles
2003-02-06 16:26:59 (UTC)

What would you do..?

Mood:Tired..,still kinda sick
Song of the Moment:
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As I sat back yesterday sicker than a dog...,coughing till
my head started to hurt.I realized and looked back to one
of my friends latest entries.And I said to myself...
(Well...not really...but anyways)How would I spend my day
if I had 24 hours to live.....Here is what I do.........
First after waking up...I'd probably brush my teeth..cause
no one likes bad breath...I'd take a shower..cause know one
likes body odor...Get dressed....cause it's a necessity.I'd
eat breakfast for the last time with my family and see them
sitting thinking to themselves.."What did we do wrong..?
Why does he have to go..?"...I'd go back to my bedroom sit
on bed and of course figure out " What in the hell am I
gonna do..?"..Very puzzling...situation..After that I would
pick up my cell and call all of dearest friends ...and tell
them how much they meant to me...and told them not to
grieve for me cause I'd be in a better place...thinking of
them as they think of me."What can I do...?" is what I
question..."What can I do..?" to set right to the things
I've done wrong..To forgive those who hurt me...and most of
all...Forgive myself for never believing that I could be
successful.Before my time on this earth was over....I'd
have a talk with my mother...the singlemost powerful
influence in my life.Without her being the mom and the
dad..I'd probably not be the person you know now.She'd be
the person who would probably question..."why do you have
to take him..? Take me....!)I would tell her that it was my
time to go and that I'm not scared..cause my Faith is what
strengthens me and that I'm ready to meet my maker.Finally
the last couple of hours would be the most
angonizing..waiting ang thinking of when and where it's
gonna happen and how will I go...Before time was up..I'd go
to eat at Del Taco with my friends..The best way I think I
could spend my last remaining minutes.Finally when
returning home I'd spend the last few remiaining minutes
with my family..the people I most care for and those who
care for me....Think about it..,What would you do..?
Jaime




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