Josh told me he loved me on Monday. It was really
rather scary. What's even more scary is that I love him.
We've only been dating a week, I feel like everything is
going too fast but it's not. I can't stand to not be with
him for five minutes, I just miss him so much. I don't
know how it happened but now he is like my entire world.
It is really very scary especially since I have
difficulties trusting men (I don't think I need to explain
why). I really want to spend every second with him.
Today was just the worst. I haven't seen him at all.
This is the first day that I haven't seen him in almost 2