LoveGod

Different Worlds
2003-02-05 18:49:30 (UTC)

beyond stress...

I'm starting to get depressed. I feel like I'm studying
every waking moment and it's not making a lick of
difference. I'm feeling good, well, okay, about my psych
test and bio quiz tomorrow. The history map quiz is a
little sketchier, and I'd be doing good to get any partial
credit on the chem exam, which is Monday. It's not that I
don't understand the stuff we're doing in chem...it's all
fairly straightforward. I just haven't had time to sit
down and learn all the different reactions. And I sure as
hell don't remember a lot of the lesser reactions from last
semester. I was one point below the class average on the
problem set. That's not so good. It's still B range, but
it irks me that there was only one problem that I got
totally right. And that one problem was the molecular
orbital one. How's that for a little irony? :) Oh
well...I guess I should get back to it. I have to start
learning the chem some time, I just don't have a clue when
I'm going to get around to it. On a happier note, the lab
should be back to normal by Monday, so I can start working
regularly again. Maybe that will help me feel better about
life. Rachel said that there are some solutions that need
to be made, and that the amino acid bottles need to be
washed. I just love playing in the peptide room. NOT! Oh
well. Maybe working regularly will give me a little bit
more of a feeling of stability. Matt had his first orgo
test today. Now that was a change of subject with
absolutely no transition. I'm going to be a high school
english teacher when I grow up. Or not. Actually, I'm
going to be a Russian caviar smuggler. :) I need to study.




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