usmcwife99

while he is away
2001-02-21 05:50:32 (UTC)

HEY DIARY WE LL IT HAS BEEN A..

HEY DIARY WE'LL IT HAS BEEN A WHILE I WAS IN THE PROCESS OF
MOVING HOME SO IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO GET MY COMPUTER ALL
HOOKED UP.IT IS GOOD TO BE HOME I JUST WISH TOMMY WAS HERE
WITH ME.I AM LOOKING FOR AN APARTMENT BUT THEY ARE SO DAMN
EXPENSIVE SO I PUT MY NAME ON THE WAITING LIST FOR TAMMY
BROOKE THERE REALLY NICE AND IN MY PRICE RANGE TOO.SO I
HOPE I GET IN THERE SOON.LIVING AT HOME ISN'T BAD IT IS
JUST CRAMPED AND I LIKE MY INDEPENDANCE AND I DON'T LIKE
SHARING A ROOM WITH THE BABY I DON'T WANT HIM TO GET USE TO
SHARING A ROOM WITH MOMMY I DON'T THINK THAT IS TO HEALTHY
FOR HIM.I MISS TOMMY SO MUCH HIS PAY HAS BEEN ALL FUCKED UP
FOR ABOUT A MONTH NOW SO THAT IS MORE STRESS I HAVE TO DEAL
WITH COULD ANYTHING ELSE GO WRONG WITH MY LIFE I AM STILL
WAITING TO HEAR FROM THE BANK BUT TERRI SAID I IWLL GET
HIRED AND I REALLY HOPE I DO THE BANEFITS ARE GREAT AND
THEY WILL SEND BE TO COLLEGE SO I DON'T WANT TO PASS THAT
UP.I TALKED TO TOMMY TONIGHT HE SOUNDS GOOD LONELY BUT
GOOD .HE IS GETTING REDY TO GO BACK ON SHIP WHICH HE IS NOT
TO HAPPY ABOUT BUT HE HAS NO CHOICE HE IS SO STRESSED OUT
ABOUT HIS PAY I THINK HE MIGHT KILL SOMEONE HOPEFULL NOT
BUT HE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO BE UPSET ABOUT IT.HE IS CALLING
TOMMROW NIGHT.WILLIAM HASN'T SLEPT THROUGHT THE NIGHT ONE
NOGHT SINCE WE HAVE BEEN HOME I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING
WITH HIM HE HAD A VIRAL INFECTION BUT IS BETTER NOW HE JUST
DOSN'T WANT TO SLEEP AND GOD IS HE BEING FRESH I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO WITH HIM HE MAKES ME CRY SOMETIMES HE HITS ME
ALL THE TIME I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE LEARNED THAT BUT
HOPEFULLY IT IS JUST A STAGE.I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH STAVE
TONIGHT I REALLY CAN NOT STAND HIM MY MOM DESERVS SO MUCH
MORE IF ONLY SHE COULD SEE THAT.THATS ALL FOR NOW I WILL
WRITE AGAIN SOON,LOVE KATIE