jenybands21

this is it.
2003-02-04 01:29:05 (UTC)

dry eyes and crazy tears

[mood | stupid]
[music | nothing right now...]


i can't get these contacts out of my eyes...that lady put
drops in my eyes and they got puffy...now they hurt and i
can't get them out!!! OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay i want chris to call me now....i swear its like he's
lost intrest....eh. well maybe thats good for now. i'm not
too high on the self esteem lately.

yesterday i bought the "body for life" books...read the
book in a couple hours and was totally pumped. i am totally
pumped....the stories of the people that lost weight are
amazing...i only hope i get some of that
dedication...that'd be cool.

i want to be strong but i don't want to be bulky...i think
i weigh more...this is depressing. i'm so sick of being
depressed about my weight...its about time i did something
about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH.

i bought the blue crush movie for inspiration. i want to
look like annmarie or whatever her name is. that's all...i
read though that she worked out 7 hours a day to be in
training for the movie. i can't do that...ick.

anyway thats all thats going on right now. wooooooooo...

later.
jeny




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