ChunkyMunky2002

Ash
2003-02-03 22:24:34 (UTC)

Got an e-mail....

I got an e-mail from Tyler. Yay.. I showed my friend what
it said and she said it sounds like he likes me... tell me
what you think. cause i have no clue what to think...
how are things, last i heard you where haven all kinds of
fun.... just looken at my email list and saw you there and
was wonder how ever thing was... this not haven IM sucks,
miss all them talks we used to have.... = ( o well i get to
come down their in 4 weeks so i am all good about that....
so what you doing spring break, if your not doing any thing
would you like to hang out some time, go to the movies, i
mean unless you got this really big boy friend now, not
saying i could take him or any thing just you don't wont to
hurt him or any thing like that you know... seeing we
really never got to go out when we went out, just a movie
or some thing i will even pay for you...
Thats all I'll put in here. But yeah.. thats what he
wrote... didnt really leave anything important out.. just
something about his car. but yeah.. man i like him so much.
Im not gonna tell him how I feel.. I dont think.I mean I
dont want to put him in a weird position if he doesnt feel
the same way anymore. If someone told me they liked me and
i didnt like them back i would lie... and in fact have
before b/c I dont want to lose them as a friend and I dont
want to hurt their feelings. Its not an easy way out either
way... I just dont like to hurt people but I mean Im not
gonna put him in the position to feel like he has to lie to
me so he doesnt feel bad. I would rather know the truth. So
I guess if he doesnt say anything I wont... but you see if
i hadnt said anything the first time then we would of never
been together in the first place. so I dont know what to
do. HELP me please. SOMEONE. I love this guy. He is the
best person alive. He makes me want to do whats right. and
if i do somethign wrong i think about him and i really so
feel like shit for doing it. my moms taking my license away
for something she thinks i did but i didnt... and he trusts
me but my own mother doesnt. Whats that mean? But yeah... I
mean I forget about all other guys when I think of him..
and I dont even like ANYONE but him. I think about him like
24/7. My mom doesnt even care. For all she knows im still
going out with alan. Im not... she doesnt even realize how
much tyler means to me. She doesnt even care. I mean I even
made my mom cancel plans to go to the beach spring break
for Tyler. Chances are Im only gonna see Tyler for like
um... 1 day if even. WHo knows... but i canceled a trip for
about 10 days to see him for one. Thats how much i care
about him. I mean all my friends are giving up on love...
they view as a way of getting hurt and nothing more.
Happiness for months years at most but then most likely
just getting hurt... With Tyler... he could hurt me 16
million times and I would love all the same... He cant do
anything to make me hate him or not even care about him
anymore. He means the world to me... I dont know what to do
anymore... Im gonna go.. can anyone help me?? lol.bye bye
Sarah




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