Mad_hatter

A new beginning
2003-02-03 21:33:30 (UTC)

Tallying up the votes....from my past life

I have been with white girls, for the past4 years. It was
the longest 4 years of my life. I could never understand
why I loved white girls, and I still dont know. I guess its
because its different as hell. I understand that through
being with the wrong females, I have been a sex slave, a
drug user, and god knows anything else. Through it all,
I've been pulled through the mud. Now, with 2 kids, I feel
as if I'm dragging other people through the mud. It says to
always handle your buisness and those whose helped me out.
I just offered Kathy 300 dollars in her pocket, so she wont
need and want anything. And i'll also take care of Skylar.
I have so many dreams right now, but I cant accomplish
them. Because family comes FIRST. Its not her fault
everyone...I treated her like shit through her whole
pregnancy. When she needed me most, I wasnt there. If I'm
not there for Kathy, I wanted it to be for a good reason. I
was at work. Not many young girls would give up there lives
to raise a child, but she did. At 16 years old, she gave up
everything to have my child and start life in a different
direction. What a strong women right? So, all those out
there that think shes wrong, is far from the truth. I can
deal with her cursing and saying shit to me because, those
are the very words I expressed to her.




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