Take your half-way heart and set me free
what am i fucking doing
why am i IN THE SAME FUCKING PATHETIC FUCKING PLACE I WAS
THREE FUCKING YEARS AGO
and in my dreams im STILL HERE in 10 years.
what the fuck could be so wrong with me that im still here
what kind of idiot am i that i cant see HES -NOT- RIGHT FOR
and i cant do i cant fucking do it no matter how hard i try
and i cant do it because i know how it feels god damn i
fucking know how it feels and its so hard its the worst
feeling in the world and i can hardly even remember feeling
worse than this im so fucking unhappy and i tell him and he
doesnt care WHAT AM I FUCKING DOING WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
all i fucking want is to love him and have him love me.