nbee_2005

sugar and spice and everything nice
2003-02-03 03:08:12 (UTC)

maybe it's me

okay, so maybe the title shouldn't be sugar spice and
everything nice. i mean, come on! major cheeze!
Today was the last day I will see my uncle for 2 years.
February 24th is possibly the last time I could see someone
else very important to me in 4 years. It depends on how
everything works out.
I feel wierd writing this diary thing, because a couple
of nights ago i was criticizing someone for keeping an
online diary. well, I just joined the crowd.
Someone very important to me is leaving soon and I
don't know what to get him, or how i should say goodbye. He
says he isn't anxious but I can tell he is. And, he doesn't
know it, or maybe he does, but in the past 7 months I've
talked to him, I just feel like we've become closer and
closer. He prolly wouldn't pour out to a computer either,
like I'm doing.
Anyways, what's up with these online diary things? Who
actually cares what is going on in other people they don't
even know heads? I think it's for personal satisfaction.
I just realized how loud my family is today. Like if
you put them all in a room the decibels reaches deafening
point. pretty scary for a bunch of old canadians. Aren't
canadians supposed to be the quiet ones? Maybe it's me.




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