ShadowDawn

aRegretfulSerenity
2003-02-03 01:48:32 (UTC)

forgiveness

i feel so... peaceful...
a 5 year-old grudge has been lifted off of me, and all it
took was an apology. amazing how simple a thing can make a
world of difference.
ive been angry at this one gurl for 5 years bc of a
middle-skoolish thing she did: she and this other girl i
thought were my best friends, decided to hate me and got
the entire class to hate me. that was in 7th grade, but for
some reason, even after i switched skools, i still hated
her. i mean hell! i had no friends after that in that
skool. but why did i care afterwards? i dunno. she really
was a bitch at the time, and i never forgave her for it.
but yesterday, she apologized.
i was stunned. i mean, what the hell wz i supposed to do?
i thought she still hated me for no reason! i was a shock!
only one b4 has this happened. this gurl from 1st grade did
almost the same thing, and she told one of my friends last
year that she felt bad for doing it. this year, i have a
class with her, and shes nicer to me. but then again, now
IM more popular in the class than she is!
but thats besides the point. im glad that fifi and i
cleared the whole thing. after five years, i finally dont
hate anyone... it feels weird. but good.
lol, kinda makes me wonder if anyone else from the class
feels bad for what THEY did... oh well. doesnt matter.
it feels wicked good to forgive sumone. it feels wicked
good to forgive her.




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