angel

my fantasy
2003-02-03 01:42:41 (UTC)

uncomfortable and betrayed

so basically this guy that is in his early 40's made me
feel extremely uncomfortable. this guy is a friend of
evan's mom and we went to his son's b-day party and his and
his wife's house. while there i noticed he kept massaging
deb(evans mom) and which i seen him do that to her before
(ive met him 3 times) so i just brushed it off. but i
thought it was inappropriate to do. newho later on in the
nite, i went and played super nintendo with one of his
son's (they have 3)...and he came into the room and just
stood there..then he like patted my head or something and
walked in. awhile later evan's sister left the room so it
was only me and his two younger sons (9 and 7)..so he came
back in and started to massage my shoulders and back. this
made me feel extremely uncomfortable and i could tell he
was a lil drunk..but for some reason i couldnt get myself
to say "stop" so instead i got up and said i had to go to
the bathroom. as i walked to the bathroom he left the room
and went into the living room with deb and his wife. while
coming out of the bathroom i heard evan so i pulled him
into the bathroom and told him what happened. all he said
was im sure he didnt mean it that way. i couldnt believe
it..i mean regardless of if the guy meant it in a sexual
manner it still made me feel extremely uncomfortable and
hearing evan stick up for him made me feel betrayed and no
longer safe. i thought i could run to him and feel safe and
i didnt. it made me really upset..when i got home i told my
mom what happened and she told me to tell him i didnt like
it and ask him to never do it again. (she has been in
similar situations**) she also told me how sometimes ppl do
react the way evan do and to tell him how i felt about it.
so i did and he apologized and what not so everything was
okay. but it just really hurt that he didnt acknowledge my
feelings. i mean..god if a guy closer to our age even taps
me on the shoulder he freaks but becuz he knew this guy he
says "well he does it to every famale." ughh.. oh well i
guess.




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