Nan_da _Lesbian

Life_of_Nan_da_Lesbian
2003-02-03 00:29:14 (UTC)

I love her........................

I love Nicci so much...with all my heart, soul, body. I
want to be with her for all of eternity. I wish I could
have her all to myself but I share her and this is okay
with me I have known this from the begginning. She loves
him she loves me which i'm sure is two totally different
loves. I love our relationship. We can never get tired of
each other because we are only with each other mostly on
the weekends. Our relationship goes at a slow pace so its
not a "bring your u-haul with you" relationship. All I
wish is that I could have her to myself. I love her I love
her kids and I respect her husband I hope he knows that I
would never come between them but I still have the dream
and wish of always having her to myself ..Is this being
selfish?????????
I don't know why she wants to be with me she can have so
much better, prettier, more stable, omg why is she with
me???????????
Nicci is the best part of my life she brings only happiness
and joy to my life...she has taught me so much since we
have been together...(she even got me to try mushrooms/the
vegtable) and i never in a million years thought I would
try them and taboot like them...lol
I am soooooooooo scared that I will lose her...she tells me
all the time that I won't....I feel like she is distansing
herself from me right now...omg what do I do if i lose her
I don't know what I will do I can't live without her I just
can't I can't go through this again omg pleaseeeeeeee don't
let me lose her.




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