Jai

Sex, drugs, rock and roll
2003-02-02 06:04:06 (UTC)

wanna have sex?

I am so goddamned horny right now...I can't think about
anything else besides sex. Its cool when this happens when
I'm around a hot guy (or girl)friend of mine, or someone
like Neil, but no I'm by myself-this sucks. Its my friend
Joes fault. we were hanging out earlier and he kept talking
about these two lesbian sluts he got it on with last night-
with like tons of details, and again ive got a very graphic
imagination, an now i cant think of anything else. Id sleep
with Joe, hes got a nice body, and a tattoo-i love guys
with tattoos....so right now im thinking about calling him
up, but not actually doing it cuz i dont like to act on
impulses of the moment, not that it doesnt end out
happening all the time. ill leave it a couple days, and
then if i still wanna sleep with him itll happen.
Orgasms are so good when youre really high...dont know
why that is, but its another reason NOT to quit drugs!!!
ive been giving myself tons of excuses as such to convince
myself its ok that i failed at quitting. hey its alot to
expect from a person to just stop such a main part of their
life just like that...too hard, no point in trying. and my
new favourite slogan: "rehab is for quitters!". things are
going good.
i need to get laid.




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