used and abused =/

179 degrees and rising
2003-02-01 20:10:09 (UTC)

sure...?

sure...? 1/20/2003

so people i know now wanna see this journal. bcuz i cant
keep my damn mouth shut. but i dont know. i love being able
to write whatever i want in here. not worry about names or
people getting mad or sad or w/e the hell else they do. i
like it being mine and thats all. right now i'm pretty ok
but i still feel sick but its getting better. and school is
an hour late tomorrow for no apparent reason. haha. well
maybe i could have someone i know look at this and not care
what they think? or forget they'll look at it when i'm
writing? or make another one? i dont know. i once read that
your writing should have nothing to do with the people who
would read it or hear it or whatever. but when its stuff
like this, sometimes it does effect me even when i try to
let it slip outta my mind. but its always weighing me down
in the back of it. i dont know i dont know. but i suck at
choices. and u know i'll give in. so i'll give in. and i'll
do whatever. whatever.




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