Beautiful*Chelle

My~*~Life
2003-02-01 17:01:34 (UTC)

life sucks

well shit...Life sucks! my best friend in the whole wide
world got sent away! and the love of my life left me! I
loved him more than anything and he kept me veryyyy happy!
and now look at me...all i do is sit at home crying and
wonderin why i did wrong...I have no one to go to because
tiffany is locked up and I can't trust anyone else with my
secerts and stuff...It kinnda sucks not having anyone to go
to for support! I miss Ryan soo much and i would do
anything just to be with him again! It sucks not havin
someone feel the same way about you...I went out with him
for like a year and a half off n on! What is left for me in
life? No friends, no boyfriend, no mom, and havin to live
with someone who can't trust me or doesn't even want me! My
mom died when i was 11..i didn't know what was going on and
now i wish i could see her and tell her that i really did
care about her and i loved her! And im still sad about
everything that has happened in my life! I don't wanna say
i have a bad life but it could be better. I miss everyone!
and i Cry all the time! It's like i have no one to go to or
even talk to! well im gonna go
~Michelle M Spath~




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