SunnyGrlap4

Place To Vent
2003-02-01 06:31:30 (UTC)

1/31 Sleepy - But You Can't Sleep On An Empty Heart

I'm exhausted. I went to the beach and it was fun except
for the damn rocks and dirty puddles. What is happening to
our beaches? Huntington is usually so pretty and the
perfect place to see hot guys. Mmmm. But not even that was
happening. Instead, I saw dirty guys in a beat up car
waving out porn on the freeway during traffic. Ask Uyen,
she was there too. We tried to brighten up our day by
singing duet songs like Kelly and Nelly's "Dillema" and
J.Lo and LL Cool J's "All I Have." ::Giggles:: And how can
I forget this:

-"What's that show called...Dating Tours?"
-"You mean Taildaters?"
-"Same thing!"

Oh you poor thing Uyen. Are you okay? Anyway, let's kick
some ass! You know whose ass! That big one that seems to
tag along everywhere and is to smug to look up and say Hi.
Haha. We know we're better and yea..we are big tough mean
Seniors. Soooooo ya...let's see what else did I do? Oh I
rented High Crimes and Bourne Identity to watch all by my
pretty little self. High Crimes was a good movie. I love
Ashley Judd! She kicked ass! I thought I was having a good
hair night and there was nobody to see it. Dammit, I hate
when that happens! Hmmm I wonder what other people are up
to.I'm in a pissy mood right now. I need to vent out about
all these angry feelings I'm having cuz I got nowhere else
to do it.

I think it sucks when you start to like a person A LOT and
you get all caught up in it - then BAM you realize that it's
NEVER gonna happen. Ya so I thought it wouldn't happen at
first but girls always find a way to have some hope. And
now I'm stuck. I don't think I've "crushed" on someone
this bad since...Johnny. Wow, that's been like a year.
And I don't think I've WANTED someone this bad. But
seriously, I have to do something cuz it's even making
me feel sick to my stomach. I don't feel good about
myself at all right now. I feel like s**t actually.

I'm gonna end this night early and go to bed.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
Searching for a face
Is anybody here i know
Cause nothings going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
But I... I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...


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