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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2003-02-01 06:04:10 (UTC)

Sometimes I feel like giving up...

Welly well well well, here i am i am bored outta this ol
mind of mine...yes so well start at the beginning...i was
awoken by my stupid alarm rudely awakening me from a dream
that was quite nice actually...all about D.I.F. playing in
my house but thats a story in itself so i went about my
daily morning buisness and all that and went to school, 1st
hr as always was great because it was psych and then 2nd hr
was sooo fun we had to act out huck finn and i was Pap and
man it was just really funny i made speical k laugh and he
snorted! haha hes a great guy and then the rest of my dad
went by purty smooth and then 6th hr came and they had a
huge long announcement about marcin...the guy that was with
him that night talked over the loudspeaker...it made me sad
for a bit and then i was in gym so i didnt feel so bad and
then they took our body fat and lemme tell u that sux ass
that brings ya down...its all bullshit anyway (as Ike told
me) and im a diet anyway and im gettin there ya know
everyone tells me i dont need to lose any weight but itll
make me feel better i guess...i have no self esteem the way
it is so i need something to boost my moral and if this
helps then so be it...umm...so then i actually left the
house again today which was good cuz i cant stay couped up
anymore i went to laurences bball game with sara, triz,
hunt, and glenn...me and sara were determined to pinch
glenns cheeks and so we finally accomplished it and we were
giving him massages and stuff...it was soo funny and yes u
know and lemme tell u it was a mighty fine exciting game
too laurence won like 81- some other number...went into
overtime...man it was so nuts after they won people ran
onto the floor and i was like ahhh thank the lord im not
down there and yes then we went to wendys and then i came
home...didnt eat the wendys tho ya know how it is...so yes
im gettin better im gettin happier its taking time but
everything is always better with time so yes...*yawns* well
im purty beat

Jess

Music: Taking Back Sunday~ Tell All Your Friends (its the
whole cd dunno which song...dont know names but its a damn
fine cd if i must say so myself! :0))




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