mel

Ordinary world?
2001-09-18 12:44:41 (UTC)

i still can t beleive what..

i still can't beleive what happened last week. its like i
was watching a movie or something. but i can't help but
feel angry, and sad. this might be the start of the 3rd
world war. its so unfair to us. whats going to happen to
the lives we've built, to all our hopes and dreams in the
future. it all looks so unstable, right now.

on thing though, it made me realise that we could die
anytime any where, so we better appreciate what we have,
and let those whom we love know that we love them, and live
the best life we can, because life is a gift from God, so
don't take it for granted.

i'm wondering what my future will be like now. i'm having
all kinds of weird dreams, on the nights i can sleep. i had
written g this email. telling him that i was thinking about
him etc, perhaps making a fool of myself with my emotions
going overboard as ususal. but thats just the way that i
am, i suppose. you know it could have been any of us in
those buildings or airlines, don't as me how. so i had to
let him know something........
fortunately he called. i was suprised, but i guess he
understood where i was coming from. i can't ever stay mad
at someone i love anyway, well i can't stay mad period!

so i took a day off todaY, to think, organize etc. i
actually slept last night which was good. so i better go
get my day started.

remember to thank God everyday for life, and to live it to
its fullest.

peace & love




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