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So much for my happy ending...
2003-01-31 06:06:14 (UTC)

Tonight at church

I went with a friend to this church in covina...and it was
realli amazin. When i campare it to calvery chapel it is
realli sad. Everyond is up and signing and everything, even
the guys. And there are over 100 people there. And this is
EVERY thursday. These people are realli on fire for God and
its amazing. The passion i see in these people just makes
me want to do more for Christ. It realli reminded me of
camp we even sang a song that we sang at camp. Im really
glad that me and sarah changed churches...liz is changing
too. I feel sorrie for jason though...me and sarah are
gonna tell him tomorrow. I feel like i am gettin fed soooo
much at lake ave...and its amazing. I mean the feeling that
i got tonight at church was amazing. It made me realize
this is the only way. We listened to these 2 peoples
testimonys and it was realli amazing to see just how God
works in peoples lives, and how he always has a plan for
you...and will come through in the end even when you think
there is nothin left for you in this world. It amazes me to
think that people believe that there isnt a God. I mean how
can they look around at the world and think that. How can
they read and see these mircles that happen everyday and
not know that there is a God. And notice how i didnt say
Gods...there is only ONE God. I love going to church and
being around christians. I feel so happy when i am. I mean
i feel i can be myself and they are gonna love me no matter
what since they are my brothers and sisters in life. I
trust these people with anything. I mean i am sad that i
have to leave these people at calvery chapel...since they
were like my family but i am just not gettin fed. So i
guess this is Gods will. And i am happy doing that...




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