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Worcs Of A Dangerus Mind
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2003-01-30 23:06:25 (UTC)

End of everything

hi,
today will be the begining of the end. i found out from
my own discovery that lindsey will soon be breaking up w/
me. i can tell it. to start the story, yesterday she told
me that i was pushing her away cause i am depressed. i am
sorry she should wanna be w/ me more then. so i can't show
my emotions around her, so i will write EVERYTHING in here.
so lets start. today, she was avoiding me all day. for
one, last night she told me that she couldn't promise that
she would never break up w/ me, but she always SWORE that
she wouldn't. also today before 5th hour, i asked for a
hug, she said no, and walked into class. and the intire
time during class (this is the only class i have w/ her)
she sat turned away from me, w/ her hand covering her face
on my side, as if blocking the view of me. then after 5th
hour, i stood outside the door waiting for her to come out,
she came out, and looked me straight in the eyes and then
turned away and walked away from me. so i got really
depressed about this all during lunch. so she asked me to
go outside so we were going, i told her i love her, and she
turned and walked away from me.then she wouldn't hug me for
lke therest of the day. and she is keeping something from
christine, who is suppose to be her good friend.
so yall if all of a sudden i stop writting for a long
time, send flowers to my family. i doubt i will be liveing
much longer if i loose her.

todays song
BLINK 182-adams song


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