Carmen

Hi
2001-09-18 02:40:42 (UTC)

Thoughts

This past week has been a terrible week for everyone. With
the World Trade Center attacks and everything else you
wouldn't think things could go much worse, but I have found
out that they can. In this past week, my crush broke up
with his girlfriend, asked me out, and broke up with me.
How is that possible one might ask, well it is. On Monday
night my baby, yes I do call him my baby even though we
aren't going out, broke up with his girlfriend. On Tuesday
he asked me out and everything seemed kewl between us and
all. On Wednesday we got out of school early so I went
over to his house until cheerleading practice and we spent
some time together, if you get my drift, then that night he
called me and broke up with me because he needs some time
to get over his ex. I understand that he does need some
time to get over her, but does that really mean that he has
to start acting like a jerk to me too. I don't get it.
When he broke up with me he told me that he just needed
some time to be single and what not, but nothing would
change other than no making out or anything along that
line, you know, the obvious stuff, and I was kewl with
that, I was kewl with the whole thing until he started
acting like a total jerk to me. I don't understand why
either. I gotta go now.

Carmen