jesterKing1

Day dreaming in Darkness...
2003-01-30 16:42:41 (UTC)

Well...

Well last night Chris died... 8pm... Im still in shock
about it. 19... too young to die... Stupid him, never
drinks and he drove drunk! I think that was his first time
drinking too. weighed like 150 and close to 5'10". damn
stupid kid...

I realy dont want to talk about it... But I kinda have
to...

I went over J's last night. It was fun. He made chicken (
the boy cant cook). So we chilled. I got the call around 8.
It didnt realy faze me... I stayed and watched Road Trip.
Then I came home. Danielle called me last night too. Made
me happy. She offered to drive me to Conn. to go to the
Funeral. I dont think I can handle going... But just the
fact that she offered to drive home and drive me to Conn...
Means so much to me. It realy touched me... More than she
will ever know. I called up Brian today to tell him that I
didnt think i could go to the funeral. He said he
understands and that his family wont think down on it. I
told him thanks and that if i dont go to keep in-touch.

I heard a realy good song the other day. It's by a group
called Evanescence. They sound like Linkin Park, but the
lead singer is a women. Very good. The song that I heard is
off of the Dare Devil Soundtrack. Its called "Bring me to
life". realy good. (We are seeing that movie opening day!).

Well I have to go... Class starts in like 45 min. and I am
going to mope around here for a while on AIM.

~Luke

Mood right now: Denial... Headache... tired... sad...




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