justbreathe

Starrs
2003-01-30 07:44:10 (UTC)

Read this....i need feedback

Well this is my first entry and wow there is a lot to
say....I just got out of a really weird/abuasive
relationship and was heartbroken until i met this other
guy...I'll call him Dan. He opened my eyes up and made me
realize life exists after heartbreak. He is 7 years older
than me and didn't want a relationship at first, but then
we started talking and that feeling got tossed out. I
feel good with him, he is so honest and I know he's stable
and all these other great things i look for in a man, but
I'm not sure if I really feel for him. Our relationship
is a lot different than my other serious relationships.
I've had one 2 and a half year and a six month
relationship and with both of those I had all these
emotions and was head over heels right away. With Dan
it's different. I feel great when I'm with him and I know
already we'd be a good match, but it's just so different
it makes me wonder....I thought maybe it's because I'm in
a mature relationship for once, but I don't know. Maybe
I'm trying to sabotoge it because it's too good. Anyway
last nite I hung out with this great guy named Russ. I
wasn't trying to impress him or even act how I usuallu do
when I first meet people, but apparently he thought I was
amazing as well as gorgeous. This guy is so much fun to
be around, but I wonder if I will ever be able to think of
him in any other way than just a friend. He asked me out
to dinner tonite and on in a couple day, but I'm not sure
if I want to go. I do just to see what happens, but I
also still have all these feelings for Dan. I'm not even
sure what I am to Dan...girlfriend, someone he's
dating....what? I get the impression he thinks we are an
exclusive couple, but we never made it final and we have
only been dating for two weeks! Please somebody help me
clear my thoughts!




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