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D.J
2003-01-30 03:55:06 (UTC)

letting go of my past

meaning its is time for me to let go of the one person i
have ever really loved and cared about.mike and i went out
on February 15,2000 during break i opened my locker and
there it was filled with candy and flowers i turned to him
and he kissed me and said "denisse would you go out with
me?" i mean it wasnt a surprise i kinda knew it was gonna
happen. I looked up at him and said "what do you think?" he
picked me up and swung me around, i was really happy at the
moment i actually thougt i was gonna last with him for a
looonngg time. but i was so wrong!i sure didnt think that
six months later it would all end. i did everything i could
to make him happy, i guess it wasnt enough. i found out
that he was getting really close to a girl named charity.
me and her have some bad history together. she would go
over to his house and do stuff with him while i was going
out with him well thats what people have told me now that
we are broken up.so yea since i wasnt like all sexuall with
him he would sure go and have fun with her. people have
always told me that and for sum reason i believe it because
i mean there had to be something going on between them
while mike and i were going out because right after we
broke up they got together.i wanted to die, i felt like i
had died. he didnt even had the guts to break up with me in
person!mike brings alot of memories that i think its time
for me to let go of him.i guess i always thought that mike
and i would get back together because i mean when we were
together we would always tell eachother that we loved
eachother. i guess mike will only and always be in my
memories. even if i do get back with him it would never be
the same. i have had other boyfriends after mike but none
like him well actually i did meet someone that im actually
really into. his name is tom.i have so much fun with him, i
cant even compare him to mike that would be like a sin.i
really care about him and that's scary!i really dont want
it to be heartbreaker part 2. tom is actually the type of
guy that i would love to settle down with, the type of guy
that i know would always be there. but we'll see what
happens with tom and i. but i would like to tell the world
NO MORE MIKE WHITE FOR ME!!!i mean i guess he'll always be
in me in every way. well thats enough about mike white. (at
the moment)




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