Lisha

Jay's Broken Babygirl
2003-01-30 02:52:09 (UTC)

the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had

well, i have succeeded in getting Jason pissed at me. last
night i stayed the night again. unfortunately, rusty was
there so Jason was being an asshole again. me and Nicole
were sitting in the laundry room smoking and she was
talking to Mikey. well, we started talking about me going
up there with her, so we asked if he had any friends. he
had a friend tommy, who happened to be there. so i talked
to tommy. Jason pops up out of nowhere and starts being an
asshole. then when he finds out who i am talking to, he
took off his necklace. OUR necklace. the one he said he
would wear as long as he loved me. he took it off. just
because i was talking to another guy. i am sorry, but when
he brought his fucks home to parade in front of me, when he
left with those girls, when all those girls call him, i
stood by and watched, knowing that i love him and he loves
me. yes, i was jealous. yes, i was pissed. yes, i was so
hurt. but i NEVER took off my bracelet. he did not even
sleep in the room with me. he slept out in the living room.
when i tried to curl up next to him, he turned his back to
me. but i brought the necklace and when i went back to the
room, i put it in Jasons hand. he held it with a death
grip. when i woke up, Jason was getting ready for work and
had a button up shirt on, so i do not know if he was
wearing it. but i did not find it in the couch. i did not
see it in his room. so he either threw it out or he is
wearing it. hopefully, it is the latter.




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