Ohio girl

What is 'sex' anyways?
2003-01-29 22:47:55 (UTC)

It's been too long

ok, so I haven't posted on here in like forever so i
thought I would attempt to recap a little of what has been
going on. New job, new people, everything is changing. I
have finally gotten my fianances in order for a change.
Everything is being paid on time for once and I actually
still have money to blow. It's a great feeling for me b/c
it has been way too long. Now the next step is to move out
of mom and dad's AGAIN. I am planning on Mayish time frame
since it will be spring here and I have a little time to
save up some money so i won't be living paycheck to
paycheck now. that sucks sooooo bad. I can't stand living
like that. y job is great. I get to travel with it which
is way cool. In march I get to go to Escanaba, MI which
isn't all that thrilling b/c it is cold and in the middle
of nowwhere but at least it will be somewhat of a change of
scenery and it will help with my job greatly. Nothing new
in the love life department but that's ok b/c I am still
not for sure what the hell I want. I think that females
are very sexually attractive to me but I can't actually
picture myself being in a relationship with one. kinda
weird. I want to guy for all the other shit that comes
with a relationship but I want a female just for sex. That
makes no sense to me at all. And if the fact even
presented itself to me, would I still feel the same? Maybe
I just like the idea of having both. Who knows. one thing
I do know is , that if I don't have sex with someone soon,
I am going to explode. It feels like it has been forever.
it actaully has only been since 2 weeks before Christmas
and that was with the ex so that wasn't all that facinating
for me but cured the urge at that moment. I am just scewed
up when it comes to the love life department so maybe if I
just focus on work alot, it will just come to me. there
are a TON of hot guys at the new job. In fact the best
looking one is one of the construction guys working on the
renovation of the building. See how screwed up I am.
Pathetic.




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